I dont know where to start. I’m a Male in his late teens & I want to be a girl. Ever since I was a child, I always drifted toward feminine traits.

When I was 14 I started crossdressing & I felt s***, confident, beautiful. When I get into this state, emotions burst inside me- positivity & lust. I always admired women, they are the most beautiful g******* creatures on planet Earth. Their tan legs, plump a**, juicy lips & their mysterious demeanor. Any time I lay eyes on a woman I just want to feel what it would be like to be that beautiful.

My ultimate fantasy is to impress a man, older than me (I’m legal age now). I want a man to explore my body while I’m dressed like a beautiful girl, pump the soul out of me. I want to scream and moan and submit like a girl.

Many times throughout my daily routine, this lust enflames me & I’m so close to following through. Girls to me are just so f****** gorgeous, I want to be like that, explored like that, admired that like that.

Any time I m*********, if I fantasise about this image,I’m thrown into an explosive o*****. If I had it my way, I would shave all my hair, get a tan, s** change and live my life as a cute woman, the superior being. But I can’t, I can’t let this out.

One day I may dress for a man, and experience what it is like to have s** while acting as the other gender.