I was molested by my uncle at 10, he offered me to smoke his cigarette in his room with my cousin and little did I know, they had an ulterior motive and I’m pretty much confident my life became hell after that night.

I grew up with so many siblings with only just my mother and I understood her negligence on me. My father left the family when I was 3.

Then another pain came to my life when my mother died at 12.

My whole 12 years of life were always around her but now she was gone, I had to move in with the rest of my older siblings that I had never been close with.

They became my new parents and I hated them all. So I scavenged for affection and love elsewhere at 13.

I slept with a man for the first time who I thought would love me forever – he was 27.

A few years later, I slept with a teacher at 16 and it went on for 2 years.

I lied and lied and lied again and again and again, sneak out all the time to meet men.

Now being 17, I thought I met the love of my life but he was married. It broke off after 5 months.

Then at 18, I thought I met the love of my life but he lied about everything from his age to his past life.
At the same time, my family discovered my craziness and my lies. Took my phone and laptop. I was gone from the world for 3 days and I decided to run away.

I ran to this man that I had just met, and he helped me throughout everything. Letting me stay with him until three years later we had a relationship where he met my family and they approved.

I thought everything was going well until I caught him lying, seeing girls and possibly cheated on me when he traveled.

From that day on, I became someone else. I wanted to be enough for him so I changed.

We broke up a year ago but then we became friends when COVID came. At the same time, i m