no, you never cheated because you’re just a collector of people that make you feel good. and you will only allow yourself to be attached to those who are a couple notches above deformity, they are so ugly. that way they will feel trapped like they can’t possibly leave you when you inevitably fu*k up because you don’t care enough about anyone or yourself to be a loyal loving person. that is not your nature. it scares you, so you’re more than happy to continue being the fly in and fly out partner who never really belongs anywhere. staying long enough only to get the fear that you may have found someone who could trap you into feeling like you belong somewhere, and them pulling the rug out from right under you. you’re too much of a coward to really deeply love. so therefor, no, you don’t cheat. you have no connections to anyone deserving such a meaningful label dear.