I miss you but I had to walk away out of respect for myself, no doubt you think of me in a bad light now but secretly, foolishly perhaps, I hope that during this time you adjust to your life as a father, realise how much responsibility that holds and realise other things along the way like who you are associating with isn’t going to help you grow. And I hope one day we reconnect and you say “back then I was hurt by you walking away from me, but I have been through stuff and realised why you did what you did”.