To: I’m so tired, both mentally and emotionally.
Me: Time out. Stop thinking about yourself and what others think about you, or you think they do.
You need direction and purpose, because you have lost your way.
The fix is easy, if you apply yourself to it.
Do goal Setting, you will find it on Google and how to go about it, but if all else fails, ask me here and I will teach you what to do and you can change all of your behaviors, no matter what the circumstances, to be a much better you.
R