suicide is a viable option
the f****** school system is broken
it doesnt f****** help with me learning
the school system is a b****
and its the f****** same thing thats leading
me down this f****** hole
i dont even f****** feel loved by my parents
and i dont want to
its f****** arbitrary
it doesnt mean s*** to me anymore
my family is just a social construct
im gonna be better off dead
than trying to do something in a f******
futile environment
im smart enough to know when i dont need
something
i wanna live alone without a blood-related family
i want a family created and supported by bonds and trust in eachother
not one im forced into
im gonna f****** hang myself if i gotta f****** stay here
im not even a bit happy
f****** hate myself and everyone
someone end my f****** life
i hate it
i wanna be accepted for who i am
not who i have to f****** be
i wanna be cared by someone who actually f****** sees me as me
but i guess im not gonna f****** have that so might as well just end my own f****** life
no ones gonna bothered are they
cant even have something that i can enjoy
promises dont mean a s***
children imitate
so thats what i f****** did and why THE F*** am i getting trashed around
f****** hate my life