We were a tight circle because in our grade there’s only the three of us until we graduate since some people come and go but we have always stayed by eachother’s side and I was really thankful for the memories until that one incident where my brain becomes aware, something changed after our dance, I felt a spark and saw you in a different light. I know I’ve raised my eyebrow when I watch TV shows feauring individuals growing to like their best friend and now I’m in this very spot. When I confessed to you, you didn’t said anything aside from the fact that you liked me before and that was it. Soon after we graduate, we went on our different paths, going to different school and slowly developing interest on other things but we always checked on each other until the time I have to move in a place so far away from you and the connection slowly faded. When I got in my new place, you messaged me and that made my heart ache, you asked why I wasn’t able to tell you that I moved and that you could have taken me out. You have no idea how painful that was. I used to ignore your text but I guess liking you changes even that. I’ve liked you for seven years now and every time I see a guy, I can’t even force myself to like them. I always compare them to you..or maybe that’s just an excuse coz until now, I still hope that we’ll be together? Funny though that now that we kept in touch again, I can’t seem to bring myself to say that I like you especially because I don’t want to break our friendship, we’ve been through hell after that first confession, constantly becoming quiet, trying to act mature and often times trying to see each others flaws. I like you a lot. I hope we make it as we try to accomplish our goals. Hope you find someone you deserve and I hope this feelings will fade away, thank you for making me feel this way, admittingly, it was lovely but its time to let go of the rose.
