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Why would you do that though?

I mean I love bombed a girl I had a 3 year relationship/friendship with after she left me for 10 years and I went through the worst mental hell I ever felt in my life in so many ways during that time and the selfish c*** let it go without giving me anything. Not a single peep. Nothing. Actually one time she asked why I was still writing her. Just a massive c***. Broke my heart and fucked my head to the point of beyond repair and she loved every second of the love bombing. Until I finally got real and quit her over 8 years ago one day and never looked back.

I know that really fucked her, I don’t give a f*** what anyone says either, she will never get that anywhere else, ever again in her life. For sure it fucked her head a bit, and I am f****** angry at her for her lack of anything while she knew I was going through hell after what we had. That c*** can go f*** herself, but it wasn’t intentional like what you’re talking. Malicious. THAT’S fucked up. You have problems. For me, and I remember it was me thinking “Can I have a mentally healthy life going on like this for the rest of my life? I’m pushing 40, she is not talking or coming back, she might even be sick to f*** of me, tired of the whole thing, I am pathetic, nothing good will ever come of this ever again, this is not healthy for me, picking scabs, I’ll be alone forever hung up on this fat c*** of a b**** who is probably a fat c*** lesbian, if I don’t let it go right now… and that’s what I did. If I saw her drowning, I would step on the b****** head. I hate her, and always will.

I knew that fat c*** would miss my writing though. That was for me, not to hurt her. That wasn’t my intent, I needed a friend.

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Yes my mom’s sister one of her sisters came down to visit us in here and she I guess caught her husband and her daughter fooling around down in the basement anyways she came down just to get away for a little while and she approached me and asked me if I would want to fool around with her and she would be the last person that I ever thought would ask me to do that anyways me and her started fooling around a little bit and one thing I didn’t tell her about was when I was younger with her son we used to go down in the basement and me and him fooled around with each other and then is that came down and started making us s*** on him and he started f****** both of those and he fucked us quite a bit quite often he put both me and his son and I told her finally I told her after a couple times that we fooled around and she was really surprised that he did that and I said yeah he did it quite often and I was just surprised that her son didn’t tell her about that but the I did and so she asked she asked me all kinds of questions about it and I said yeah you know me her son started getting really used to it and then his dad had another friend that came over and they both came down and they both fucked us and they they traded back and forth and it happened pretty often cuz I would stay over at their place you know on the weekends and then you know I’d come back home and and go back to school and still on the weekends my mom and dad would drop me off over there and maybe see if you like Friday night I’d go over there and spend the whole weekend over there and and pretty much him and this guy named Steve would come down the basement once we were down there and we’d already be naked so they would just trade back and forth and so we got fucked pretty often pretty much every every weekend in fact and and his friend Steve he’s the one I really enjoyed being with because he was always you know good to me the type of thing it was easy with me at first and then he started pounding me after that and that he had to pick her c*** too and he would penetrate me and you’d always come inside of me and you really enjoyed being with me cuz he jacked me off while he was f****** me and he always made me come and he would get off inside of me and then Charles he he always just stuck it right in me and started f*** yeah just f****** the s*** out of me and so they used to trade back and forth and I really like Steve so I really got used to Steve’s c*** and anyway so I told her my aunt all about it and she couldn’t believe that it was going on and I said yeah it was going on and I told her I said I was surprised that the your son didn’t tell you about it because no he never mentioned it to me and I said oh okay so but anyways I told her all about it and Devin made her even want me to f*** her even more so and we did while she was here she stayed here a whole month and she found out that me and my mom had been starting to fool around after my dad passed away so she’s f****** you know why not keep it in the family type of thing and so and me and her started f****** every morning that she was here for a month and it just surprised me that she wanted to have s** with me that’s all and I just never thought she would be one of the sisters but I had s** with I had s** with several of them my mom too but it was just one of the sisters that I never thought she’s going to have s** with me but it was good I finally got her to you know start talking to me less we were getting getting it on and stuff and and you know we did other things I f*** fucked her a few times and she really enjoyed that that’s my story