I am always trying to be the best I can and d my very best. I help around the house any my friends all the time. But I also have to take care of my cats and dogs 24/7 i am always doing what needs to be done that I am capable of completing. i am always trying to fix others problems, for ex if something is broken and my dad isn’t home or he’s working I will try to fix it. But today is my moms birthday. our relatives came down for the weekend and tonight is the first night they r here. I just broke down. I cant take it anymore there is always something going on. either someone needs help with something, my mom is calling me, my dad is calling me, my sisters need something, its someones birthday, I have to go somewhere, I have to clean or I have a giant assignment due but there is always something going on. I cant do this anymore. Im done. I need some quiet some relaxation time where Im not worrying about something. I’m going out of my mind. i wish someone in my family would see this, hopefully my mom, she would know what to say. well good night. thx for reading/listening. i really needed to tell someone. if you have any advice plz tell me.
