here is my story ..
I talked to a girl that at first sight was fun for me. I wanted to use her badly.We talked for 6 months , we had a lot of fights , but as a true fact she was in love with me since the day she met me ..
My feelings toward her were’nt clear.. sometimes i feels that i like her and sometimes i feels that its just a name that shall pass through my life..
Anything i want was given for me.. I just had to ask and my wish will come true..
The whole thing is that after 6months i decided that i dont want her in my life because of a small fight that i enlarged and i could’ve solved it if i wanted
She didnt beleive that i want to break up with her.. she stood on calling me and sending me messages, but i didnt even pic the phone.. untill she sent me a msg and told me that she have to hear my voice just for the last time..
I picked up the phone and talked to her , i felt her heart being destroyed and once again i was a selfish person and i talked as if nothing happened and im continuing my life…
After a while she called at 5 am and she was crying that her friend is treating her badly and not answering, and i recognized that she’s dating him.. she just wanted to tease me… but from her voice i recognized that im still in her heart..
After i knew that she’s talking to whom was supposed to be her friend, i felt jealous and it started to be a shock for me that i left her..
i tried to gain her from the beginning , but wht happend is that she ddnt even look backward.. all wht she was writing on her msn , fb that she loves him… which was a fake thing because her friends told me that..
I entered her life after a long struggle. I entered it by being Dr phill and helping her in her problems and trying to be the good person . I told her that im mistaken and i still love her which is ture
I falled for her after and all my thoughts are going towards her.. I asked for second chance but the answer was No …. u knw wht u did..
I told her that ur feeling towards me felt to ur friend because he was close to u .. and u dont really love him.. its in psychology when u break up , u fall to the nearest person towards u.. after 2 to 3 days i heard that she broke up . and she was asking me what shall she do…
I gave her advices and deep inside i was like burning to get her back..
Till now she didnt talk to any.. I really do love her and i help her in everything and i know all her details and everytime i go and check her fb and my mind goes insane..
she once sent me a msg wht do u feels towards me.. i told her my true feelings towards her.. and that 2nd chances in life are given.. and ull know that a person have changed due to the actions towards u.. she send me a text msg of 16 pages of wht i was to her and how i treated her badly and and and.. i really felt that i was an animal and i always do things in bad way…
What shall i do towards her???I promised myself if she accepts me to re-go back to a relationship. ill do everything for her.. and my words come from the deep of my heart and my real feelings towards her .. I really love her..