Do you care A, or is that an act?
Do you have an pictures of me from back then? I have none of you. It kind of breaks my heart, but anyway, I wamt you to go look at that kid. Do you care for real? Is there a chance? If the answer to the last one is no, let it be, stop toying, you really are making s*** wprse for me mentally. It brings me down to a place I dont really want to be. Its the place that I have learned comes from opening yourself up to people and letting thek get close to you. People are s***. It took me 40 years to realize that, but people in general are s***. Are you s***? The sad part is you probably are and there’s quite a few reasons why we are never going to see each ther again right? So if you know its impossible wlfor whatever reason and I have no faith in you or anyome else for that matter, s*** it up, enjoy your life and do me a favor and dont stir up s*** inside me that I would rather leave behind if its more of a pain than feel good because you are bored or unhappy with your current situation. These were your choices I har nothing to do with it, I just need to live with it (like you) and I do an alright job with it if people would just leave me alone and out of their lives. Its not like Im out there lokking and trying to cauwe problems. I do what I need to do to make myself feel better and those things might not even involve other people. You get my point though. Show me, or shut up about it. Really
