Really I shouldn’t need to ignore you. I should never see you or feel you again.
You look for connection to me after it’s over
And this is another one of those things we are just not the same. We are not going in the same direction. We are not each other’s type.
Night and day, I am not touching anything connected to you for any reason. I sure as hell am not looking for it. It’s disgusting and chances are pretty good I don’t like iy anyway, but also what would be the point in it? It sounds like stupid drama. Why would I look for that.
You are one of those people who does.
I should never need to ignore you. We have no friends or anything n common other than what you make. You manifest destiny. Why would you do that? I would assume you dont like me much. You should be repulsed by me, like I am with you and not want the hassle.
I hate everything and everyone about you thAt I know of. It’s why I’m harsh though too. I try to make it really clear to You, I would rather see you drop dead, I say harsh s*** because I hate you but I want you to tAke that, sink it into your head, and never let it happen again. It’s not hard to avoid me. We have no friends in common unless you take it upon yourself to inject yourself in there to get toxic.
I want you to know how I feel and I want you to believe it. I mean it, and cut the b*******, you know every reason why. F*** what everyone else who has nothing to do with it thinks, you know.
It’s a coincidence, fine. All of it up until 2017 was all the feakiest coincidence ever so it shouldn’t happen again. Unless you force it, and why would you do that to something so dysfunctional, dead and gone? Over. Right?
