No No, this M in S talking to K. I started at that place mid may 2001, you guys left in Feb 2003. She in Ottawa during the year. I am not a troll. Real deal M.
Because I get the feeling you are one of those brawds, I have known quite a few of them, who if you are not getting anything out of me directly as far as positive attention and I can tell you right now, you never will again. I think your a complete psycho, dangerous and not in a cool way, and you have too much b******* trailing behind you, baggage. I dont trust you in any way, and I never will again. I believe you are psycho enough to try to get me in big s*** when it comes to DNA and false accusations, you are dangerous, I don't trust you or anyone you call a friend. I think you're a psycho, and I will never put myself in a position where you can get s*** on me. That is never happening again, no matter what, but I think you are also one of those idiots who think that if you can stir me up, it means I care, and that IS true, I do care and it will piss me off but only because it impacts my life, something like my job. I won't say I am the most likeable guy, we both know I
m not, but really though I am. It's 50/50 with me you like me or hate me depending on how different or similar we are in age, interests, beliefs, s*** like that, common ground and I wasn't loved there by most, but I didn't really care either because the feeling was mutual and I have thick skin, I didnt give a s*** and a few people found that out too, younger me strong and I always look at it like "You don't like me? Buddy, if you knew what I have been through in the past 10 with people who I actually cared about and loved trusted respected, the fact that YOU don't like me is laughable…" and it wasn't about being buddy's to me. It's adult time. Making a living to pay my rent and my car and my insurance, basically a living, this isn't fun time, but when YOU step in throw around lies and s** and b*******, influence, you can make some weak minded people really make my life difficult. A pain in the a**. Not comfortable. That's the definition of toxicity, and it's unprovoked too. 8 years now was the last time I ever communicated with you
So I guess Im saying don't look at how it effects me as if I care in the way you want. I care but it's negatively. Its what the f*** do you want, now? Its, I hate you. Its, please f****** die. It's not the good kind of care. Its not jealousy because youre fuckiny the guy who I dont like, who doesn't like me. Its not jealousy because you are friends with that stupid lazy ignorant c*** daughter of my boss who pushed anyone I liked out the door, its that you are trying to mess my life up, unprovoked. I dodged a bullet there too when I quit, although it also felt a bit like I had been driven to quit too. But I gave up, weeks before I actually quit, and the thing is I never had a clue you were in that picture sneaking around in the background. They knew, you gave them that advantage, but my dislike for them had nothing to do with you. It’s kind of pointless unless you really are out to do damage to me in ways other than to my heart. I don’t care that way about K at all. It’s dead. Long dead and she is a s*** magnet. I want no part of her no matter what angle you hit her at.
I wrote all that s*** last night. The hateful s***, die, etc. I said it and I meant it. This is real. Not trolling.
