I have a fantasy about killing people for fun. It is often my first thought when I wake up and my last thoughts as I fall asleep. There are times when I can spend hours at a time obsessively imaging exactly how to get the person into an isolated place and how I could put them at ease before I would kill them. I wonder if its an inevitability. Will I become a serial killer some day?
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People think about all kinds of crazy things, it doesn’t mean they do them.
That is true. I only wonder because as a youth I spent most of time in juvenile detention center and psychiatric hospitals. I was held in a hospital for a competency evaluation for court, there one of the counselors told me I was a predator and they advised the court that I had Anti social tendencies. I was a minor then. I have been out of the system for 5 years now without breaking a single law. Lately I feel edgy like I just need to do something for a rush.
So, go ride a rollercoaster or bungy jump from a bridge. There’s plenty of pro social risk taking to be had out there, without destroying the rest of your life in prison or being shot by a cop, etc.
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And, if it just has to be killing, join the military or become a police officer.
Lol. I cant join the military or law enforcement. I was tried as an adult when I was 16 for attempting to strangle the psychologist that did my competency evaluation. I was charged with a 3rd degree felony assault so that’s permanent and cant be expunged.
Kakoi… Yup, I’m weirdly applauding you, but pls do get help…
That’s your own fault then, lol how did you think strangling the psychologist would be a good idea? No two ways about it, you’re a sicko who needs help and also needs to go back the psychiatric ward.
Stupid ass, get help.
fucking hoe piece of shit kill yourself if you’re really that much into killing people
Lots of people have fantasies and that’s all they ever are.
You know what life is like on the inside and you don’t want that for yourself, so keep your fantasies as just fantasies and pretend to be whoever and whatever society expects you to be and be good at doing that, instead.
We all pretend, it’s just some of us are better at it than others.
There is a medical word for it “sociopath” my father was certainly one and I am my father’s son, but I keep my tendencies well under control and totally hidden, by pretending to be the complete opposite and after a while that becomes normal and my fantasies remain just that.
Yeah I agree with another poster, you should kill yourself