i want to become successful for my parents. they r the only people (especially my dad) that i love to death and even the thought of losing them makes me cry. but i always feel like a disappointment. like i’m not good enough. everyone is doing something with their lives. they all have something to offer. i don’t. i’m not athletic, musical, or smart. the only thing i consider myself to be is smart but then i remember my grades are just average and to have all As is not a big deal. and now i have a very low B so i have nothing to offer. i’m useless. i’m nothing. i’m an unattractive, ugly, useless person. and i want to be smart again. i want all As again. please. grades are what i clung too for validation. without them i’m absolutely nothing. why is mollie and naomi always better than me? i hate them. i hate them so much. especially mollie. naomi isn’t that bad but Mollie i f****** hate u. u r so fake and toxic and pretend to be some perfect innocent christian girl. i hope u go to hell.
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Rise above, dedicate yourself to something you really care about. You don’t have to be the best. Life is full of ups and downs and as long as you keep your mind in the right place you can do great things. The only validation you need is that you made an effort to live the way you want. And don’t worry about mollie or Naomi. Ultimately, they don’t matter to your life.