i feel dumb.
i feel stupid.
i feel dumb in a world that makes everything more complicated and harder than it has to be.
because of what i was born with, it makes it so much harder for me to be an adult in this world
i want to become smarter. i know i can.
there’s free education and knowledge almost everywhere.
but im scared.
im scared that if i try my best, just like i have in the past, it won’t be enough. and i will be stuck feeling dumb all my life.