So me and my wife are from the UK I’m white was raised Christian but am an atheist She’s Pakistani but was born and raised here and is Muslim we both met through work and started dating and she was very adamant from the get go that I had to become Muslim and convert to Islam in order to be with her finally 8 months into dating I finally had s** with her my original idea as bad as it sounds was to f*** her once then move on with my life but for whatever reason I got more attached after having s** with her and didn’t want to let her go so I gave into her demands and converted and married her but honestly that was all for show i still live the same lifestyle have the same beliefs just in secret her and her family believe im Muslim now but can’t be more from the truth but now I’m almost 2 years into marriage and it’s actually getting quite frustrating and suffocating I can’t even have any alcohol at home and she’s completely against s******* exploring I want to try so many things with her like sharing her with friends or a*** or whatever but she’s completely against it and I just hate having to pretend to be something I’m not honestly only thing keeping me how I am is the s** otherwise I’d have been done and dusted by now but my plan now is to get her pregnant and then come out with everything which’ll give me more power and control.

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