im scared. i feel scared and i hate it. i want to live my own life but i have no idea how to do that. I can’t even get a decent job. This is so dumb. my life is dumb.
i feel stupid and useless for having basically waiting for 5 years for something to happen.
i don’t even know what i was waiting for.
i just wish things would start going my way. Just so that i could feel like I am heading in the right direction with my f*cking life.
