To anyone suicidal. It’s not about you, you don’t amtter – it is about all the people who knew you, your parents, friends, acquaintances, family, lovers, people you have connected with and left an impression, the ones you know and the ones you don’t – how will they feel when they discover you killed yourself and how will that affect their remaining lives, having to deal with the impact on them, that your miserable and unthinking suicide has caused.
There are no guarantees you might suicide successfully. You might wind up a lot worse off than how you are now. A paraplegic or a cabbage in a wheelchair in a mental facility for the rest of your miserable lives.
The cure is to change the template of who you are and how miserable you feel all of the time. Life is a real life play, where you pretend to be a person and you act a part to be whoever you want to be and what you want out of life. Change the template and change the person who you are, into someone positive and outgoing and you will become that person to everyone who you come into contact with, because they won’t remember how you were before.
Shakespeare had it right when he, in one of his plays, said: All the worlds a stage and all the men and wome merely players, they have their exits and they have their entrances……and so in real life, that is how it really is.
I was nobody. I was scared of everything. I was a loner. It was my parents and how they brought me up, if you can call it that. I had to become someone else to enjoy the life I eventually gave myself, by changing the template my parents had made me become, into the template of who I wanted to be and these past 50 years, I have never looked back at how unsuccessfull I used to be and how successfull I have been since I changed that template and as I am now.
Stop bitching and whining about how you want to kill yourselves and make the change I made to have a great life, because, after all, all you have to do is pretend to be someone else and it becomes a habit and then you are and you drive luck and good fortune to you and nobody, from your past, has to suffer an emotional upheaval, because you were silly, or gutless enough to top yourself, uncaring of how you caused pain and suffering to everyone who you left behind – added to which, if the is a good place and a bad, after we die, your suicide could very easy send your spirit to eternity in the bad place, which is a really horrid and terrifying place to be and for eternity – hands down, the good place for me.
Best Wishes……….
