I met a guy called Colbee and we hit it off straight away. I was reluctant to even consider going out to a date with him because he is a bit younger then me, but I will say, it was a great choice. Please never let it be said guy won’t take the time to get to know you. We had a cafe lunch and that was super weird how we met in a line at a marina ferry to board a boat and I noticed how good looking he was with his friends but said not much but smiled and made a comment about how long it was taking and the wild life I was afraid of and then the next day I got to my hotel and he was there by the pool of the hotel and I love to check out the pool and spa of a hotel straight away, so I waved again a bit shy not sure if he would even bother or not but he was alone and seemed more real without his friends and we chatted and he asked me out on a date, but me being me, I said “I don’t really date guys at night as a first date, its just a rule I have but I would love to have a coffee or drink and snack or go to a cafe and chat as a get to know you thing”, and get to know each other without stress of a night date and all that sexual pressure to perform the first night. It was his first time in my country and I don’t want to say where, but we talked about the wild life and beaches and so things were going so good and so I suggested if he would like to go out and find some good night life and seriously that was so hard for me because I have not been on a real date in a good 5 or more years, (but who is counting?) and I am not really confident at night clubs but I was trusting him enough and he said he would bring his friends alone and I said cool.
I got dressed up and I wore a nice black slip dress with a sunset pink and orange shade and some heels and I don’t tan at all but was going to use some fake then though nope, I will go as I am, after all this is me, get used to it or get away from it, is my motto.
I was nervous waiting in the hotel foyer and his friends came and him he was in black and a colbolt blue jacket. I was so surprised how tall he was for some reason it was not something i noticed before.
The first part of the night was nice and one of his friends had a chick with him also and she was sheri and seemed nice and so we were dancing and he was very smooth and it was nice how he even paid for my drinks and I had about 3 at the most of something island tasting and sweet. off straight away. I was reluctant to even consider going out to a date with him because he is a bit younger then me, but I will say, it was a great choice. Please never let it be said guy won’t take the time to get to know you. We had a cafe lunch and that was super weird how we met in a line at a marina ferry to board a boat and I noticed how good looking he was with his friends but said not much but smiled and made a comment about how long it was taking and the wild life I was afraid of and then the next day I got to my hotel and he was there by the pool of the hotel and I love to check out the pool and spa of a hotel straight away, so I waved again a bit shy not sure if he would even bother or not but he was alone and seemed more real without his friends and we chatted and he asked me out on a date, but me being me, I said “I don’t really date guys at night as a first date, its just a rule I have but I would love to have a coffee or drink and snack or go to a cafe and chat as a get to know you thing”, and get to know each other without stress of a night date and all that sexual pressure to perform the first night. It was his first time in my country and I don’t want to say where, but we talked about the wild life and beaches and so things were going so good and so I suggested if he would like to go out and find some good night life and seriously that was so hard for me because I have not been on a real date in a good 5 or more years, (but who is counting?) and I am not really confident at night clubs but I was trusting him enough and he said he would bring his friends alone and I said cool.
I got dressed up and I wore a nice black slip dress with a sunset pink and orange shade and some heels and I don’t tan at all but was going to use some fake then though nope, I will go as I am, after all this is me, get used to it or get away from it, is my motto.
I was nervous waiting in the hotel foyer and his friends came and him he was in black and a colbolt blue jacket. I was so suprised how tall he was for some reason it was not something i noticed before.
The first part of the night was nice and one of his friends had a chick with him also and she was sheri and seemed nice and so we were dancing and he was very smooth and it was nice how he even paid for my drinks and I had about 3 at the most of something island tasting and sweet.
It was time to go to our rooms and I said I don’t mind if you walk me up to my room, so he was good for that and I said “thanks for a great time” we kissed a lot in the lift and felt each other up but I said “I have never slept with a guy on first date, Soooooo…” and he was ok about it. We kissed some more at the window and balcony and I told him I really liked him a lot and we had a lot in common.
We said goodnights and that was the hardest thing to leave him there, I was so fearful of him walking out on me and my life like so many guys have but no, I went to bed sad but girly excited and he text me, and then called and I said I was in bed and he was intimate on the phone, kissing me over the phone and chatting and asking what next, “I am kissing your arms and blowing in you ears sweet kisses so what next… what do you wear to bed? I am touching your night dress so what next…” it was like SO what next each time. It was hot. We said we would meet again and we did go for a group drive and that was not that great around his friends was a little off putting for me for the first part of the next day but I told him to tell them to tone it down, well what ever he said it was all cool. The rest of the day went swell. He made me wet wet wet the whole time from the day I first saw him. does that make me a slut?
we went for a private walk alone a beach cave and we were kissing and found a nice place out of the sun to make out for a while, he knew I wanted to take things slowly. He was perfectly cool with that. My surprise was that he was a complete gentlemen. We almost had sex but we both came and it was heavy petting and some nice heavy breathing and sexy friction down below happening at the beach to the point he was smiling bigger then I ever seen any of his photos he showed me. I have that much effect on him? wow? just wow? I let him play with my breasts and he told me he is a boob guy and I saved the last night for a boob job in the sauna being winter it was very good and private because w shoved our bodies against the door so no one could get in and it was the hottest quickie ever. He exploded a mighty orgasm load and he was saying how much he loved my tits and moaning and saying he loved me each thrust that I was hooked and star struck with love and I had orgasm sliding against his hip in my bikini the orgasm felt like it sealed the deal for me. But left me worried would he be a stayer and come back and I was anxious but just thought “go with the flow girl, you got his, you got his… ”
Its been 2 weeks and we have been texting my family came back from the island by boat and he and his buddies are coming to stay and I am so worried about how my families place is just a very average working class home and run down and he told me he comes from a wealthy family so I am afraid of what he will think. I mean everything looks different after the party or cruise or hotel lux environment doesn’t it. I don’t know how to act or what to say, they are coming to stay for a month in town and he says he wants to be with me and he is serious about us and I want to believe him. I am wanting it to be cool. I want to really make out again with him and go all the way and I told him last night.
Its just got to work out this time because I am serious and I want a serious lasting relationship. I am playing it so cool I worry will he walk? I am so anxious if he sees me and how I am currently living will he walk on me?” I am need and holding back and crying out in my heart every good bye and I wonder does he pick it up? I have had sex before in a bad way and I don’t want to again. I want to have a real loving experience this time. I am as anxious as can be and covering it up and as giddy as my silly aunt. Oh, goodness please gracious me now with luck and some of his spunk!
Its got to work out this time I just need this and hope he and everyone gets that message. I want to settle down and have a baby. I want it all. Marriage, the lot!. I got to play it cool but. I hope he is willing and all he says. This is like the first time sex anticipation but last was just a test drive this is real flying! I mean no one can take it away from us, we have a past now, a present and a future and nothing is going to get in the way. he wants this as much as I want it, want him.
