I just turned 17 and in a state where the age of consent is 17. There is this guy at work that is old enough to be my father and even though I don’t consider myself gay, I’ve been really attracted to him.
I told him about it and he told me when I turn 17 we could talk. I think he was trying to wait me out and thought I’d lose interest.
I don’t know why but I really want to lose my virginity to him. He’s married and has kids so it would be an affair for him and I don’t have to worry about him getting too clingy.
I wish there was a place that I could talk to someone about this.