I’m 30,my boyfriend is 4 years older than me.We’ve been together for 10 months. He is perfect,nice,polite,tall,muscular,treats me well so basically everything that i want.But in bed..

First of all his p**** isn’t that big,it does bother me sometimes. I always wanted a man with above average p****,as s** and p**** size are always important no matter what every girl says.

Second..he isn’t k**** at all,like NOTHING.And i tried. You know what i want? I wanna be choked,a** slapped,i want him to slap me in the face while he fucks me,i want him to say that i’m a dirty w**** while he’s punding me,i wanna be t****** and grabbed by hair. He doesnt like any of it. I wanna be picked up,thrown on bed and fucked like his w****.I want him to sometimes touch me on public places to know how much he adores my p**** and me,like he can’t wait to come home and do me.

I love him so much but knowing that i will never get satisfied s******* like i want is killing me..