I’m out of town and I’m using the time to break my addiction to m*********** 2-3 times a day, because now I have a new partner and I couldn’t get it up the other night despite popping a C*****. I tried to wait because I knew we would be together that night, but I failed. I’m going home tomorrow night and then we will cuddle and I’ll see if my d*** comes back to life because it’s pretty much dead after wringing it out daily for the last year which was a year without s**. I want her to have a nice hard d*** and I hate it when that goddamned thing conks out. You can m********* with little or no erection but you can’t have mind-blowing s** without a fat, heavy, pulsating, throbbing p****. I can’t bear the thought of having a dead d*** forever, and they say the only thing for it is to quit m***********. However, she has the most adorable little kitty kat that I lick and kiss and bring her to o***** in less than 10 minutes, so at least she isn’t completely unsatisfied. She sure is a doll, cute and cuddly and round and ripe and 26 years old.