I’ve read an article on Wikipedia about a book called “The 120 Days of Sodome”. I got curious and downloaded it. I’ve read some 100, or so pages (I’ve skipped some).

The things described in this piece of writing are beyong appaling. It’s perverse, atrocious, absolutely immoral and inhumane, insane…

Disgusting.

That’s how I should feel – disgusted. And I do, of course.

However…

Some parts of the book aroused me. In fact, I masturbated 6 times tonight while reading this horror of a book. I’m a worthless human being, aren’t I? And I’m a young woman, what’s even worse. But this book gave me incredible orgasms, and I felt relieved.

Alright, I must admit I myself sometimes have taboo s***** fantasies; nothing violent, though.

N.B. English is not my mother tongue, so please excuse me if I’ve made any mistakes.