I’ve read an article on Wikipedia about a book called “The 120 Days of Sodome”. I got curious and downloaded it. I’ve read some 100, or so pages (I’ve skipped some).
The things described in this piece of writing are beyong appaling. It’s perverse, atrocious, absolutely immoral and inhumane, insane…
Disgusting.
That’s how I should feel – disgusted. And I do, of course.
However…
Some parts of the book aroused me. In fact, I masturbated 6 times tonight while reading this horror of a book. I’m a worthless human being, aren’t I? And I’m a young woman, what’s even worse. But this book gave me incredible orgasms, and I felt relieved.
Alright, I must admit I myself sometimes have taboo sexual fantasies; nothing violent, though.
N.B. English is not my mother tongue, so please excuse me if I’ve made any mistakes.
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I feel guilty about this. I feel like I’m not a normal person for having multiple orgasms due to such a horrible piece of literature. I’m still deeply shocked. Who could say you can be repulsed, and yet at the same time, aroused?
Marquis de Sade is great. I also found him just out of high school. I didn’t end up finishing it though. Watch the movie Quills next, it’s based on his life
I’m a girl too btw
Oh and if you’re really messed up, watch The Serbian Film. I masturbated over that too and felt guilty. I think girls have so much repressed sexuality that we’re pretty perverse in the head when it comes to sexual pleasure – hence the fandom of 50 shades (too tame for me)
I’m a Serbian girl from Bosnia and Herzegovina. 🙂 I’ve heard about that film/movie, but just couldn’t bring myself to watch it. Also, I agree that “50 Shades” is not the best book series, i.e. trilogy ever written.
I’m 21, a virgin, and I’m just getting to know this author and his literary work. Thank you for the comment. It’s nice to know that I’m not alone.
By the way, I’ve stopped keeping track of my orgasms; they just keep coming as I’m reading some scenes. My whole body is trembling. I haven’t experienced such an intense pleasure in a long time.
As long as it’s between to consenting adults, it’s fair game.
Safe, sane, consensual.
I wrote some of that Wikipedia article.
That made me laugh:)