I’ve been with my boyfriend over 6 years and everyone thinks we’re this perfect couple. In reality, he ignores me so much that I’ve started having my own life entirely. Not that he joins when I try to include him. People think I’m so brave and amazing because I travel alone and do all sorts of adventures by myself, but I only do it because I got tired of his rejection and I needed to live too! I seek constant adventure to escape the loneliness and rejection. He sleeps on the couch, I sleep in the bedroom. When we are home together, he spends most of the time knit picking everything I do. We’ve been trying to conceive for 2 years, and I often worry that maybe my subconscious is preventing me from getting pregnant because I don’t feel loved, we have no intimacy, and I resent him for not marrying me. He’ll only marry me ‘when’ I get pregnant, but it looks like that might never happen. And the truth is, I want him to marry me for ME! The worst truth is, I mostly just stay with him for stability and the fact that I fear starting over at 32 (almost 33) could result in me never having children.