I have never really had a true friend, I have some family but I’ve never had someone love me, who wasn’t, for want of a better word, obligated to. I… think that I have spent most of my life trying to stay busy enough, to distract myself so that I would have an excuse not to care. Reading stories about love, like the ones on this website. The truth is that as much as I like being by myself, I really wish I had that kind of love.