Hey, Im not sure where you’re coming from but you sound down about somebody not giving you what you want and need or even consideration.
I refrain from reaching out to certain people, even if I want to and I deny that I care about, and still hurt over sometimes, not as bad, I’m not crippled by love like I have been, but I have days. I don’t expect anything or try because for 1) I’m afraid and 2) honestly I don’t believe I measure up to what they have now. I don’t think what we had can quite top or even equal a few things they have acquired and been through since that have dwarfed what we even had and I’m not sure I want to inject myself into it. I’m not good enough. A step backwards. I like myself, I don’t always see myself as not good enough in life, in fact I’m quite an asshole about how awesome I am at things, but it’s just being real in this circumstance
Oh, I was just talking to a friend, he says the people around him don’t care. I believe him, because most people are only in it for gain; money; appearances; to be complimented. Things like that. Usually the core of human behavior is greed. So I don’t think I really have any good days myself. I don’t really think we’re supposed to have an ego.
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Hey, Im not sure where you’re coming from but you sound down about somebody not giving you what you want and need or even consideration.
I refrain from reaching out to certain people, even if I want to and I deny that I care about, and still hurt over sometimes, not as bad, I’m not crippled by love like I have been, but I have days. I don’t expect anything or try because for 1) I’m afraid and 2) honestly I don’t believe I measure up to what they have now. I don’t think what we had can quite top or even equal a few things they have acquired and been through since that have dwarfed what we even had and I’m not sure I want to inject myself into it. I’m not good enough. A step backwards. I like myself, I don’t always see myself as not good enough in life, in fact I’m quite an asshole about how awesome I am at things, but it’s just being real in this circumstance
Oh, I was just talking to a friend, he says the people around him don’t care. I believe him, because most people are only in it for gain; money; appearances; to be complimented. Things like that. Usually the core of human behavior is greed. So I don’t think I really have any good days myself. I don’t really think we’re supposed to have an ego.