I have a video of my girlfriend giving me a b****** that I’ve posted on p*** sites, mainly to see the comments of other guys enjoying watching her talents, but later I would delete it out of fear someone would recognize her. I get off on the thought of her getting fucked by other men and being the s*** I know she used to be based off of something I read behind her back early in the relationship that she doesn’t know I know about. It was basically the amount of men she had been with and some of them she felt guilty about (bosses, strangers at a bar, friends, etc.) Though it’d wreck me if I ever knew she cheated on me, I j******* to the thought of her f****** other guys. I dunno why but I do.