since I was a toddler I have been a very shy and introverted straight guy, now as an adult I’m not so shy but still introverted.With that in mind I’m not sure why but every since I was younger like 7 years old I always liked associating with the cool guys or being acknowledged by them,even made my day if one of them gave me a hive five.
You know that “cool kid(s)” the ones that typically are athletic, out going, funny, and are even nice guys, the type that can get elected class president or is known by everyone in the grade level.
For some reason I liked being next to them, or even hoped to be in the same class as them, and even see them have fun.Being quiet/shy and all, I RARELY had conversations with them but it Kind of made me feel like I was “part of them” and even their friend (because they were friendly). I never really dared to “come out of my shell” with them because I thought that If I did I ran the risk of doing something to cause them to dislike me, fearing, even if it would be something accidental.
With the changes I have gone through and grown, I would have liked if I could go back and do things differently, since I don’t see them anymore because of college and everyone going separate ways.
Has anyone else shared similar experiences or thoughts, or just me?
