I want to disappear. I spend 17 hours a day mostly alone. I live with my family and I hate it. I just want to sleep forever, sometimes I wonder if I can find somewhere to sleep where I’ll never have to get up. I could die, if it did cause people pain they won’t feel any more pain than my plan to leave and never return. It will have the same outcome. I don’t fear death, if there is an afterlife then I guess I’ll go there. If there is nothing and existence ends then I won’t know because I’ll no longer exist to care or be disappointed. I’m ready, call me an adventurer.
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Well, your life isn’t over yet, you have a lot of it a head of you. And if I know anything, it’s that nothing stays the same forever. Things will get better in time
Please, don’t show up here. I’ve thought it all through. No point trying to reason with me.
Just because you think it all through doesn’t mean you have to go through with it.
I don’t care what you say. Your life DOES matter.
I think you are suffering from your isolation, push yourself to spend more and more time with others. Take baby steps if you have to. Even if you just spend an extra 5 minutes talking to someone, that’s progress.