I put you on a peddestoel in my mind. You were everything in my mind. When you were/are clearly not everything I thought you were. And i now know why.
It’s because in my mind i didn’t just see you as you, i saw your potential and who you could become in your full potential.
But you sadly never saw your potential and remain the same person. You dont strive to grow and become the best you can be, you do your best to hold your balance on that thin fragile line between an endless pit of misery and comfortable happiness.
When will you learn that just holding on to that balance isn’t growing. Thats surviving and barely living because of fear of what might happen if you fall.
Falling from that line and fighting to get up again so you can hold your balance over a stronger thicker line between the two sides is called growing.
I hope you one day understand the difference and decide to move forward in life as a stronger better person instead of remaining the same and putting up a mask to try to convince others and yourself that you’ve grown in some way.
Stop lying to yourself, you should be the one person you can be honest with. If not yourself then who the f*** els?

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