i love you but i am being faced with threats of attack for it. that makes it hard for me to stick to the belief. but i am working hard on trying. my life

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i love you but i am being faced with threats of attack for it. that makes it hard for me to stick to the belief. but i am working hard on trying. my life is nothing without your love. I bought cakes and chips and dip and drinks and no one ever cares about me over xmas. my mother never notices my sadness . no one seems to care if I exist or not other then to bully me and call it love so i despise love a lot of the time. everyone should have a friend and people who love them around them for their birthday but I been shat on every birthday. how long are we gonna do this game of shop. stop and s***. and all again soon in a few days and no moving on to a date, a f*** or a job or change of scene or not even some new music to hear. why is it always what this old girl wants and not about me . how do i make my birthday about me. melissa said to me, why do you care what all those fools of heartless people think, you shouldn’t care what anyone things. so i don’t so much no one thinks at all.

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Happy late, late birthday. 1 17
Man, why do so many of my old posts how crazy high views? Like the “Bee movie,” one is almost 1000
My memories have been coming back to me, and I wanna say I saw my own post and was like hey, the bee movie; that’s my favorite movie. As if someone else said it. god, I was really gone. Not enough to forget permanently or be brain dead, but insane for sure.
If you’re up for chatting, we can. I don’t see that ever happening, but I wanted to extend that offer to you.
Your polar opposite.

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