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When will it be my turn to find love. I’ve been waiting and trying to get you to notice me. It worked… we talk sometimes and we’re friends now. Everytime you send me something randomly it makes it a million times harder to get over you because it restores that hope. That hope that you could possibly like me back. I feel like my life is a mess. I know it really isn’t that bad. But I just wanna feel whole again. I need to get caught up on work, I need to keep excelling at swimming, and I need to keep going to the gym. I want enough time to help my parents more and maybe get more sleep. I don’t know how to manage it all better. how do i juggle this all while my mental health plummets. Which causes my physical health to go down a bit. I’m building it back up though… God I just wish there was more time in the day, but there’s not. So I will just have to s*** it up and tough it out for a bit longer. Catch up on school for sure. Get that stress off my back. Then I will be able to manage my days with a bit more ease. I’m becoming so negative and cynical and I hate it. I want to be nice and more positive but it feels so hard with my mental state and situation. I feel like a disappointment to my family and to myself. They told me I am not a disappointment but it feels like I am letting myself down. i’ve never been this behind in school. I mean, 22 english assignments, 9 biology, and 11 history? Who am I? WHat happened to me. What am I doing? I need to stop being so hard on myself but I think in conclusion I just need a long, reassuring hug that I am not going to get….

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My wife and I are small in stature, I’m 5’4″ and she is 4’10” weighs 78 lb . When she was going to have our second child the doctor sent us to King Edward Memorial Hospital in Perth because our baby in her 8th month had wrapped the umbilical cord around her neck. We met an interesting huge black man who was in Neonatal care in the US there who invited us to dinner at the Hostel he stayed at. He rubbed my wife’s tummy while talking after we ate, after while she sat on his lap. It turned me on to seeing her so small and pregnant so close to his enormous c0ck. While we stayed close to the hospital we visited him a few times per week. Each time feeling her tummy while she sat on his lap his hand drifted closer to her gnitals and b00bs. We went to his room when she was 9 months and three days, he said when she was that close to delivering she could take even his c0ck easily. I said “Baby you used to tell me you would like to know what a big c0ck was like, he is offering you that chance.” she said “What if you aren’t enough after I do it?” . I just said something like we’ll figure it out I want to see you at you’re best. It didn’t take more the 5 minutes after the conversation he had licked her pu55y and started stuffing 10″ of c0ck the size of a redbull can inside her. She couldn’t take the whole thing till she 0rgasmed 3 minutes into s** that lasted25 minutes the first time. While his 1oad was running out of her and he was sucking her nipple5 I encouraged her to take advantage of the situation and do it again. They let me record the next time on my iPhone , 34 minutes, we had a*** s** right after. I didn’t know they had s** while I slept till the next morning when I awoke and she was sleeping with him. When Our daughter was born three days later she said they had s** 11 times and she wanted to do it again before we went home. I agreed to more of their alone time. When Our daughter was two, my wife asked me for permission to be bred by him. I said if I can but a whole redbull can inside you then okay. She couldn’t take more than 1/2 when we started but she could when he bred her 4 months later, we have a 3 year old b******** son, my wife already s**** him off.

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