I hate that I can’t look like I want, because men won’t leave me alone. I don’t even look cute now and they hit on me. I look very uncute. Baggy clothes and barefaced with glasses. I can’t imagine how it would be if I wore a dress or tight clothes and make-up. I may start wearing a fake wedding ring. I want to be left alone! I want to look cute and be ignored. I hate it when i try a little and people are really nice and attentive to me. It weirds me out. I wasn’t not meant to be someone considered attractive. I don’t even use social media that’s how much I don’t want attention. I’m confessing this anonymously, obviously. I want to be a ghost!