When y/n starts to like A, u guys supported her. In taking secret pictures or just giving them their moment until she moved on coz she likes another guy. But why do I feel like u guys don’t want me to like A, when I tell u that I confessed about my confusion and the possibilities of me liking A u just laughed at me. I know I’m not pretty, nor s*** or I have that physical assets he might like. All I have is a brain to rely and trust on. But maybe a little consideration about my feelings, it doesn’t mean that I’m so down to FC men that the possibilities of me liking someone real is low. I look like I’m not really interested with it nor care about that dumb and stupid action I made but heck that was the boldes most courageous move I did, it was my first time. It hurts me to know that when I’m the one having that butterfly moment nobody cares but when others did u guys r diff. Sometimes I’m questioning if I’m really in with the group or nah. Or maybe I’m just overthinking
