CONT ask anyone who ever called me friend they will tell you that. So if I walk in near the end of shift, shocked at the same table used at the last supper with 50 people and their dogs having a party, and one of the old school guys quickly walks over and asks me if I want to sit down and have a plate my response is a calm “nah, I’m feeling sick to my stomach,I kinda just want to go home…” But have absolutely no problem moving out 2 last stops, just please get me outa here now… like right freakin now.

If that happens, just remain seated. When look over the table and raise one side of my lip up like John Rambo or Elvis not smiling as I walk over to look at the paperwork before I depart, ramain seated. Don’t get out of the chair walk over, look at me sideways, and wonder. The next thing you know, it will be my fault and I’m a bad man for not making friends and being social. F*** off. I would never force a woman to give me the time of day. It might hurt very slightly, maybe not much, it happens, but I leave her be. I have some self respect. I don’t want a woman or to be friends with a person, who clearly does not want the same from me. I back right off. That’s fine. You also need to look at it from my perspective. I don’t like crowds, I’m not a fan of people. I really don’t want it. It’s a choice. It’s a taste. I would rather go home and play some guitar, alone. Or watch TV. Play a game. Its usually women who do that. They give off a vibe like I’m a bad person, or there’s something wrong with me. Just leave it alone and give me some space. We really don’t need to talk or converse. Our job’s don’t even touch each other. At all. I’m here to work. I hate drama, I hate cliques, I hate s*** that feels like high school. There too many women here currently. None at available either. None of them not that I would date them if they were, but women, in groups, they bring toxic s*** together. In large groups, from my personal experience, vast experience, in what we do, they do not improve the culture. It’s one of those things that s**** currently. INO. It ruins the place. I adapt, or I could also just go find some place which has a more appealing culture to me. Something more modest or my type.