i’ve never been in a relationship, like ever. at first i thought i didn’t need one because i’m “strong and independent.” i no longer think that but i force myself into the same reason. but honestly, i want someone in my life. someone i can be completely vulnerable around. someone i can be honest with with my whole heart. i want to feel needed and loved. not just that, i want to love.

romantically ofc.. it hurts sometimes.