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Ok, i read what you wrote. And i want to be honest in what im saying and not come off/be disingenuous. But i also dont want to judge myself by someone elses standard or perception. I know i have feelings. I dont know if you saw anything i cant explain, or at least akcnowledge that it was weird or uncomfortable. And i dont know what you saw. I know i can be mean and careless sometimes and i dont mean to be, but its also too easy to just say that and not try to be better, i can acknowledge that. And youre right, i s*** at romance and thats sad for me. Most of the time period i had a chance i was just thinking about how i could make a really good move, and embarrassingly only came up with a s***** one.
I have to think about this for a little longer and i will write more but only if youre open to it of course. I want to give a sincere reply thats not just making excuses for myself. But i also really do struggle knowing what you are talking about. But i dont wanna gaslight you either. If you want to no longer talk i understand. In that case thank you for your help. It really did help me in my life and i could tell you really tried and cared and i deeply felt and appreciated it. If you dont believe that its understandable, in that case im sorry for not making it clearer. You really do treat it like an art and it was beautiful to witness. Im sorry for what happened or what i did. I will think about this longer, and i have thought about what you said or hinted at before.

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My new wife Donna goes to her sister Joni’s house every chance she gets to be banged by her sister’s husband Steve. Joni showed pics of Steve’s massive co ck to Donna and offered to share to make Donna happy. Steve’s huge co ck is about 9 inches long and mine strains to reach a mere 3″ when fully erect, His co ck has the girth of two normal co cks.

My little co ck easily fits inside a toilet paper roll but it’s too short to pop out the end of the roll. Steve’s huge co ck is way to bulky to fit into a toilet paper roll and it’s way longer too. The toilet paper roll has to be torn open and even then the roll is too small to wrap around his dong.

Steve ejaculates in my wife’s pu ssy and massive loads of creamy white sperm flow out of her in the pics she showed me. Donna always makes me wear a rubber but Steve gets to bang her raw. She says she wants to have his baby and I can play the role of Daddy. She told me that if I refuse then I can get a divorce and she is moving in with Steve and Joni and get banged every day. Donna told me that this will be my second divorce because I’m too jealous and possessive. She said I do not own her or her pu ssy but she’ll let me lick up Steve’s cream pies when Steve is done ejaculating inside her.

She told me I can move in with them and be the clean up boy, but I have to wear a co ck cage and the key will be held by Steve. Donna and Joni told me I should just accept it and that way I wouldn’t need to get so angry and worry myself over Steve f****** my wife. Joni said that Donna is her sister before she is my wife. She added that I need to learn my place. My wife said that would be sucking Steve’s huge co ck and swallowing his loads. I asked her why she wants to see her own husband s*** co ck and both her and Joni giggled and said for the entertainment.

Joni said they should have me emasculated so she’d have no worries about having me in her home. She said no one would need to know that Steve had me de-balled and everyone would think I was the Daddy of the babies my wife has. Joni already has a child and she it will be great for the kids to all play together and grow up together.

Donna said I’m already a cuckold and it’s too late to change that and Steve is going to keep f****** her and she loves it. Joni said resistance is futile and I should learn my place. Donna said she’s moving in with them and it saves on rent and other expenses and I should come along, I’ll be part of the family. Joni said that Steve would take my co ck cage off once in a while and I could sit in front of them and m********* until I spurt my little dribble for their entertainment. So that way I’d get some relief and they’d get a laugh.

I don’t really want to be their clean up boy licking up Steve’s thick c**. I don’t want to have him f****** my wife either. It seems what I want doesn’t matter to anyone.