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Transgenders. Struggle. I wish I was healthier, mentally, emotionally.. I wish I had gotten help when I was growing up. I wish I hadn’t kept assuming that things were a certain way, when they really weren’t… but I just chose to ignore all of the warning signs, thinking it just couldn’t be any other way… and then I wasted time… and my health got worse… and I am struggling right now.

It was all so easy, to live a good, decent, healthy life, and I didn’t do it. I was running after the Rainbow, but you can’t ever catch the f****** Rainbow man. You have to start where you are basically. Just the practical things. Do you work? Do you like your work? Do you enjoy being around people? If not, why? What can you do to become more comfortable? Why live in fear and anxiety? You can overcome these things, why are you doing it?

I was putting so much pressure onto myself throughout my life it was terrible… but it was what I thought I had to do… but it was ignorance… it was stupidity…

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My new wife Donna goes to her sister Joni’s house every chance she gets to be banged by her sister’s husband Steve. Joni showed pics of Steve’s massive co ck to Donna and offered to share to make Donna happy. Steve’s huge co ck is about 9 inches long and mine strains to reach a mere 3″ when fully erect, His co ck has the girth of two normal co cks.

My little co ck easily fits inside a toilet paper roll but it’s too short to pop out the end of the roll. Steve’s huge co ck is way to bulky to fit into a toilet paper roll and it’s way longer too. The toilet paper roll has to be torn open and even then the roll is too small to wrap around his dong.

Steve ejaculates in my wife’s pu ssy and massive loads of creamy white sperm flow out of her in the pics she showed me. Donna always makes me wear a rubber but Steve gets to bang her raw. She says she wants to have his baby and I can play the role of Daddy. She told me that if I refuse then I can get a divorce and she is moving in with Steve and Joni and get banged every day. Donna told me that this will be my second divorce because I’m too jealous and possessive. She said I do not own her or her pu ssy but she’ll let me lick up Steve’s cream pies when Steve is done ejaculating inside her.

She told me I can move in with them and be the clean up boy, but I have to wear a co ck cage and the key will be held by Steve. Donna and Joni told me I should just accept it and that way I wouldn’t need to get so angry and worry myself over Steve f****** my wife. Joni said that Donna is her sister before she is my wife. She added that I need to learn my place. My wife said that would be sucking Steve’s huge co ck and swallowing his loads. I asked her why she wants to see her own husband s*** co ck and both her and Joni giggled and said for the entertainment.

Joni said they should have me emasculated so she’d have no worries about having me in her home. She said no one would need to know that Steve had me de-balled and everyone would think I was the Daddy of the babies my wife has. Joni already has a child and she it will be great for the kids to all play together and grow up together.

Donna said I’m already a cuckold and it’s too late to change that and Steve is going to keep f****** her and she loves it. Joni said resistance is futile and I should learn my place. Donna said she’s moving in with them and it saves on rent and other expenses and I should come along, I’ll be part of the family. Joni said that Steve would take my co ck cage off once in a while and I could sit in front of them and m********* until I spurt my little dribble for their entertainment. So that way I’d get some relief and they’d get a laugh.

I don’t really want to be their clean up boy licking up Steve’s thick c**. I don’t want to have him f****** my wife either. It seems what I want doesn’t matter to anyone.