I’m in love with my best friend. Okay maybe not love but I really like him, I am very interested in him however it feels as if they whole world doesn’t want us to be together. Every time I look at it, us being together will only cause negatives and not only that I have horrible clinical mood swings to the point mh happiness and depression depends on everyone’s thoughts on me. If they are unsatisfied with something I did I get sad if they are extremely happy I get extremely happy. So whenever I find he doesn’t like something I made him, I shut up and barely speak. I am extremely moody and I try my best to hide it but it’s obvious. I really like him but I’ll never tel him, too much at stake and it’s not worth ruining whatever we have.