I don’t know what to make of that. I’m really thinking about it now…
See, I have been an a****** in my past life towards a few people, women. Not in a mean way, I want an intentional bad guy, I just acted like I didn’t know them. There was no ill intent, it wasn’t that I didn’t like them, the problem was me, not feeling good enough. It really wasn’t not them it was me. People say that as an excuse when dump someone. A simple cut and dry explanation as to why it can’t continue. It’s never sincere, but with me, it is.
Today was weird. We were standing 10 ft away, this was close. Onna sidewalk, downtown, so maybe 5 ft worth of sidewalk, downtown, which is the same as any other downtown. One way streets, and larger sidewalks than say a residential area. Walking back to my truck, the back of the truck was 10 feet away from the entrance to the shop she was at. there was a few people over where I was coming from, I got to my truck, she was standing directly in front of her door, which I think has stairs down immediately entering. I looked at her as I walked, she looked at me, no real expression. No anger, no happy, indifferent. I know I recognized her pretty much immediately. I’m pretty sure she recognized me, I don’t think I change much, a little bit but I have defining features that don’t change. By the time I said to myself “Wild, that’s her…” She was turning 180, I was looking at the side of her face, at her eyes AND I KNOW just from her face and her eyes, she recognized me, maybe I could tell she was looking at me out of the side of her eyes, I looked down at her feet just on instinct, and they were really nice ALTHOUGH if I need to critique, red is not my favorite colour of toes. I actually prefer something exotic, it just seems too plain. It’s over used. I like black, or blue, or just something exotic. Different, plain can also be hot. Some celebs, my celeb crush typically is natural. She has broken out red a few times and its was crazy hot because it was a change. But yeah.
She was a sweet girl back in the day. I remember being amazed as a kid that I manifested that. I just saw her one time, she was t overly popular, she had her one friend, neither was I but she caught my eye. I thought she was cute. So I figured out a way