as a woman i would say diffrent people like diffrent things as long as your being yourself not forcing yourself into someone you dont enjoy being and of course hygenic, the people who like your vibe will like you. women arent universally attracted to one type of person and id expect that from men too. some women are gonna vibe with muscular men. some men like muscular women. is that everyone though? of course not and its easy to to be sad when the person you like doesnt like you back but ppl are diffrent are gonna like diffrent things you just gotta accpt it and move on. its helthier and more freeing for you mind.

good on you for being yourself man, thats the best way to live and theres obviousl gonna be people who like your style.