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How do you know that he doesn’t feel that way? Maybe he doesn’t see you as a viable option. It’s not doable? So he takes it mature and leaves you alone without making a fuss and storing trouble or problems for you and as a result him?

There a girl I used to work with, I call her a girl but she’s well into her 20’s, I’m quite a bit older. Not elderly, but older. That’s actually besides the point really, we did like each other, I know she at least thought about it, it is what it is, never happened and I like myself enough to know I ain’t that bad despite my age but there is age thing. It’s not the right for her in her words (I believe reluctantly) and I accept that. Truly. But at the same time, she is so hot, she turns me on at the thought. Big time turns me on and it isn’t going away. I think it’s one of those things, we don’t see eachother or bother each other and neither of us posts social media so we don’t know what each other is up to aside from the basics, but if we did run into each other, even if we don’t talk, we’ll both go home and go “g******* it. I thought I was beyond that? I want her…” I like her and her personally and I think she’s hot. So the thought of her turns me so I end up liking her and it turns me on pretty hard.

But I don’t let on. I don’t see her but I don’t really announce it anywhere. I may be older, mature, but I’m still functional. No doubt.

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