Yeah, it's strange. And gross. I don't really honestly care at all in real life. I say one thing here, and really I mean it. It's disgusting. I believe

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Yeah, it’s strange.

And gross. I don’t really honestly care at all in real life. I say one thing here, and really I mean it. It’s disgusting. I believe that. Its a situation that would probably stress me out. Anxiety, annoyance, I would constantly be irritated and bothered. It doesn’t sound good or like fun to me. I’d be an irritable prick. I could not t be a likeable guy. I have been on relationships like that, where in reality, I f****** hated her. She initiated everything. Pretty much everything. I showed interest and I was a certain way, I obviously attracted her, and not because I’m a submissive wimp. Im a good looking guy, I clearly have a nice d***, I DID absolutely prove that I’m good strong in certain ways. She initiated everything including contact. Getting together. She called me, without me giving her my number. BUT in all honesty, right from the start I
There was parts of her I did not like. I didn’t like her. And I went along for a whe while constantly thinking (?????). Pretty quickly after we got together after knowing eachother a year, I realized she was gonna be a mental problem for me so I tried calling it. Quickly. I don’t want this, I see where it’s going, I’m not feeling good. She talked me back, and I stuck with it, but it was almost always ugly. Really f****** ugly and while I am sorry for my part in the ugly, it was real. It was as if even after talking me back, it was just a constant state of anxiety, mistrust, irritability, annoyance, it was actually the worst feeling in my life. I NEVER want to feel like that ever again. I will never get with a woman like that ever again. That’s not for me.

I don’t want to be a dominant a****** either, I just want balance and peace. Nothing that stresses me out of pisses me off. Dominance my a**. F*** you. Sit down and shut the f*** up. I’ll f****** kill you if you ever speak again. Shut up or go away and don’t come back.

Actually you can’t change people either. So it’s more like “get the f*** out, don’t come back or just don’t get with a woman you know you might want to kill one night.

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My girlfriend is rather reckless in protecting her privacy. She constantly walks out on the balcony totally nu.de. She walks around na.ked and pauses in front of the sliding glass door. Then she steps out onto the balcony.

She says we are high enough up that no one can really see any details from the street. That might be so but there are people with high power telescopes in other buildings. They be on higher floors looking down at her, or on lower floors looking up.
There are high power cameras that take pics and video. I don’t want to see her pics on the web of her rubbing suntan lotion on her bo.obs or her sitting in the lounge chair with her legs spread open.

There lots of guys out there with telescopes and high power cameras. She even does nu,de exercises on the balcony. She says she enjoys the sunshine. i wish she wouldn’t be so exposed.