I wonder when will life get a bit easier. I never had anything nice. I work hard and barely eat. I really wanted ice cream but it was so expensive I only bought oat flakes for 30 cents and ate a cup with some cinnamon. I really want something on my bread.
I want to have a real bed. I never slept on an actual bed. always others needs first. I am scared to want anything for myself. to not worry. to give up all things that I want. I just wish it was ok for me to eat whatever I want and sleep on a real bed once in my life. I feel like life will never ever be kind to me or let me experience something warm and nice.