Coulda, shoulda, woulda, but those are my own feelings of losing out and maybe hurting a heart at the time.
I am happy that you ended up where you are and if I could snap my fingers and go back, I wouldn’t do it because it would also mean you wouldn’t end up where you are with who you are with now.
I do remember my mother showing me a wedding picture, almost scolding me, or rubbing it in my face, disappointed. I looked at it, and I thought “yeah, she is beautiful…” but honestly didn’t care that much.
