I made a mistake. I fell in love with a much older man. But part of me resents he spent so much time in doing nothing worthwhile.

I can’t go back and live with him in the best years of his life.

Part of me resents it. He is only giving me , senior citizen life. I have no desire to take naps or sit in a rocking chair. Talking about his old glory days.

As if meeting me , hasn’t open his life and soul to a new world of true love .

The truth is , im the only one that ever loved him. I wish he truly knew and appreciated me.

Wish he was thankful .