this a second time I (guy) attract another straight guy (f****** models too) I generally attract guys, but it takes me a lot of time to figure it out cause im dumb lol. Im not even that attractive wtf. I do mostly like girls, but some of them mfers be thiccccc asf ngl

wtf is my live. shits so chaotic and I might become big internationally but these are things Im dealing with instead of focusing on my career.
Also I desperately need love. just a hug is enough to keep me going through the week. its sad but thats reality/life.
I simply don’t know if I should chase love or work on this big opportunity.
You know when they say life is a movie? Well mine definitely is. Wish I could explain further especially my background but don’t want to give out too much information.

*Fast Forward 2 years someone tweeting this confession and tagging me* lmao

But in all seriousness, I genuinely need love and affection to keep working on me, family and life. Career especially.
Do I settle down with someone or do I keep grinding?
Do I move or stay in my home country?
Do I sell out and go for it or do I keep my roots and stories?
Do I get help or figure this out on my own like I have the past XX years?
Do I need to kill myself?
DO I need to trust in god and pray that everything works out?
Do I need fall face down to realise my mistakes and priorities?

There is so much you guys don’t know about me, well obviously.
This is it, the post that might go viral in a few years, I might take a screenshot just in case but if not and you think it’s interesting, Keep it, and share it in a few years.
Chances are low but if you do so you might get your viral moment.
Anyways, love people, love god. Get off of your phone. Delete the apps that takes much of your time while you don’t gain anything from it.
I truly realised that we are tooooooo deep into technology to really think clearly and have our priorities straight.

I love you guys, *hugs*

M