i’m stuck between being the “perfect” daughter for my dad and nothing less. he’s sick, and i know that he hasn’t gotten that much left but i’m so tired of both my parents ordering me around and controlling what i do just because he’s sick. today i only wanted to call with my friends but my dad ended up victimising himself and going all “i only have you and you’re in your room only talking with your friends and forgetting about me when i die you’ll regret the times you didn’t spend with me” when he KNOWS i do everything i can for him. it’s gotten to a point where i feel nothing when they’re angry, mad, yell at me, i just want it to stop, they want too much when i’m only 14.