I think I’m finally okay to say that I accept the mistakes I’ve made as a person and I accept the hasty and nasty parts of myself. Us as humans all have a bad side that we know others will horribly criticize and judge. There’s no shame in that. I also wanna share that even though I’ve mentioned many times, I’ve had s***** experiences with a dog and it’s traumatized me for what I’ve done. I’m over it. It’s in the past and there’s no longer anything I can do to change it except come to terms with it and accept it for what it is. I’m okay with that. I did it. I had s** with him. I wanna move on from that and delete that memory and clear image from my mind. I’m no longer that person and the changes I’m going to be making from now on are permanent and genuinely real. I’m gonna be a better person. Thank you for reading this :))